If only i could turn back time.

"Trust in the Lord with all your hearts and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." PROVERBS 3: 5,6

I'm finding it quite hard to acknowledge Him now.
Really not in the mood.
I don't know why, but my mood swings are getting from bad to worse.
I think i'm prepared to die soon.

God! Give me the strength. Give me wisdom, i pray O God.

i think must be very worried.
Mostly insane. As the world tilts little by little i go more insane.
Everything is not in place.
I must be thinking too much.

Ahhhs, it's so sad. That i can't let go.

Why must you do this to me?
Spoiling my mood is bad enough.
Making me angry is worse. And you will regret it.

Cooling down takes time.
So can you just shut up for one momment?
It's hard enough like this.
Why must you torture me even more?
I really can't stand you anymore.
Get out of my sight now.