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Okays, fine.
If you don't believe, i don't blame you.
Cos yeahs it does seriously sound like a crap excuse.
And one day you will see.
What i really mean.
And when i say sorry, i really mean it.
Unless you tell me you're prefect like God.
Which is not possible.
That you can actually see through me.
And see all my flaws.
But i don't blame you at all.
Cos i'm still at fault.
I know nothing i say wiill change your mind now.
But if really, you want to end this friendship now.
It's really up to you.
There's nothing i can do much.
If i move forward, while you guys are moving backwards.
I can keep in going forward, and not get what i want in the end.
Even if i try my hardest, and done my part.
While you haven't, i can only pray.
To God, that this is the path that He have set for me.
I know i cannot run away from this fact since it's already done.
Ohhs well, there's nothing i can really do except to say sorry.
& i know you will say that saying sorry doesn't cure.
Look at this from another angle,
put yourself in my shoes.
Feel the feeling of beeing stabbed right in the centre of your heart.
Losing everyone in just a few seconds.
The pain is unbearable.
And one thing i want to make clear.
THIS POST IS NOT TO OFFEND YOU.
But understand.