Useless i'm.

The Lord will watch over your coming and going both now & forever more. Ps 121:8

I feel ever so useless now.
It's seems as though i'm the only living this on Earth.
No friends.
No hope.
No happiness.
Everything's coming apart.
Even now,
i feel so far away from God.
It's me,
i think i'm turning away from God.
I haven't been good.
I know i can't be prefect.
But i repent and repent.
But the gulit still stays inside.
I want to lift my burdens to You Lord, My Father, My saviour of my life.
But i cannot,
seeing your face makes me ashamed of all the things i done.
I know that You love me just as who i'm.
And not what i'm not.
I Love you GOD.
Yes, you would never betray me.
Touch me.
And i would feel again.
The calmness i always enjoyed.
The peace and prefect harmony.
I love to have that feelings again.
But even my love ones seems to dissappear.
Leaving me alone, in pure darkness and fear.
Guide me O Lord, bring me to the path of light.
& then i can serve you with a smile on my face,
as i know everything is in your hands.
I really pray & pray.
Thank you Father.
In Jesus the precious name of the Lord,
AMEN.